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Sometimes I wish things wont happen that way
So sick and tired of all the woes I have
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Sunday, August 31
Fasting Cuming... Well.. To all Muslim.. Hapi Fasting.. =D A dae before Fasting start.. Me n Yayan(MyBabySis) went over to my Mum Grave.. We bought her RED roses.. as we can't find nice BLUE roses.. Still remember BLUE is her favourite color.. & i use to buy her roses 4 Mother's dae.. But now every visit to her grave i'll make myself buy roses jus 4 her.. Jus to show her wat i use to give her every Mother's dae.. Mum left us on the 1st April.. And tomorrow is the 5 mth that she has gone away.. Time has pass very fast, i guess.. Tis yr is the 1st yr, me n yayan Fast & Raye without her ard.. The feeling is so Different.. Mum usse to do everything 4 us.. Even find 4 us new Raye cloths.. But now everything we had to do by our own.. How i wish.. Mum is still ard.. If she were ard.. She will get to see me graduate as a Nurse.. She will get to stay her own house now.. She will get to heard Darwis talk.. But now.. Her dreams to do n listen all that nvr cums true.. Mum, i noe.. i should not be sad 4 wat has hapen.. But i cant take it.. Too much ting hapens since the dae u leave us.. and i dont feel the same way like how i use to feel when u were ard.. i feel lost in everything.. But i noe, i hv to move on with life.. i cant stay in sadness all the way.. u wont want to see me in tat way too, rite.. Lucky i hv him ard.. Big boi i meant.. He is the 1, who encourage me to move on/continued life as it is.. He has been every understanding towards wat has hapen.. He even tears out wen i share my story abt u to him.. Mum.. Watever it is.. i'll prove to u i can do it wif my studies&life.. To look aft yayan as much i can.. To always put u in my heart.. n keep u in my prayes.. p/s:Mum.. i Love u so much.. Missing u every moment in life Now.. **My Only Mummy **  |
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But Life, still have to continued…
As the way it should.. |
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